The plot is, but.
Unfortunately not for you, Ess. Its not out of outright malicious intent from the things you've said to me in the past to exclude you, but I stand by my ground when I said last time that you are excluded from participation in any plot I GM.
If you've changed, good on ye! But the general toxicity and aggressive and even harassing behavior I've experienced from you and your interactions with myself, other players, and even the community at large are in no way something I even remotely want to risk promoting to my players and my plot.
But there's a place for everyone out there somewhere, I do hope ye manage to find it.